Last Day

Today is my last day of summer vacation. How can that be? Back in the spring it felt like I would be at home with Hannah for such a long time. 3 1/2 months have absolutely flown by and it is definitely not long enough!!!! In years past I've tried to enjoy my last day off. I can't seem to enjoy today at all. How can I leave my sweet baby girl? Every time we do something today I think, this is the last time I will...

I had to go to school for a full day last Friday and it was terrible. I cried myself to sleep Thursday night, cried the whole way to school and then when my principal asked how I was doing, I busted out the tears again. I eventually got over myself and got to my day, but it was WONDERFUL to come home and be with Hannah. Tomorrow is a full day, but even different from last Friday. On Friday I just left Hannah sleeping in her crib while Daddy slept and then Nana came to spend the day when Daddy went off to work. Tomorrow I actually have to wake her up, pack her up, and drop her off at the Connor's. I know she is going to a place where she is already loved and she will have the best time with Mr. Adam and Madeline. That certainly makes it easier, but not much.

Everyone says it gets easier, or you just get used to it. I'm sure it will, but please say a prayer for me over the next few weeks, especially these first few days. I am going to need all the prayers I can get!!!!